THE FOLLOWING IS SIC, NOT TO MENTION TWISTED.
i need to get you out of my head. we all think casual relationships will be ok and work, but they don’t people ..
it will always come back to bite you in the ass. we’ve been off and on for a bit. i’ve dropped the ball a few times when we could’ve been more, so i have no one to blame but myself. i met your new guy recently
(why am i putting myself in the situation to meet your new dude? … f*ck! stupid, in know).
he seems nice, but it fills me with jealous feelings, and i hate that. i didn’t think i was a jealous person. we’ve had more than one ‘talk’ about what we are. you’ve been honest the whole time about what you want, and what you are looking for. so i can’t be angry at you, and i’m not … but dammit! i’ve put myself in the situation where you know i’ll be there when you need me. i’d wait also, which makes me feel like a fool …
i guess it’s time to take my balls back and let it go.
[Yes, that is totally what you should do] guy …