Stop being on the down-low about sexuality and sexual abuse, and develop an embodied theology.

The long-awaited justice for R. Kelly’s survivors finally came last month when a New York federal jury found him guilty of racketeering and sex trafficking. For nearly 30 years, underage Black girls and their families have tried to bring Kelly to justice. Now the question being asked is, What took so long?

As New York Times criminal justice reporter Troy Closson wrote, “The entertainer had an expansive network of enablers around him, federal prosecutors said, from his closest confidantes and employees to many in the music industry who knew of the concerns about his behavior but did not intervene.”

However, several institutions failed these Black girls: judicial, law enforcement, Black community, and the Black Church.

In 2002, on the same day after posting a $750,000 bond on child pornography charges, Kelly left the court to attend a children’s graduation ceremony at Salem Christian Academy in Chicago. One would think Kelly’s sing-along with the kindergartners would land him back in jail. However, accompanying Kelly from the courthouse to the graduation was the renowned Reverend James Meeks, Kelly’s spiritual advisor and senior pastor at the Salem Baptist Church.

In 2019, after the airing of Lifetime’s docuseries Surviving R. Kelly, which sparked national outcry, the seven-time Gospel Stellar Awardee Bishop Marvin Sapp was called on the carpet for his association with R. Kelly. In 2017, Sapp released a song titled “Listen,” featuring Kelly. In an interview on the Black gospel radio show “Get Up! “in 2019, Sapp first defended his position, stating they recorded the tune before the controversy.

Of course, you have to wonder what world Sapp had been orbiting in since the controversy had been with Kelly for decades. However, when Black Twitter pounced on him for his excuse, Sapp then stated that prayer was part of his reasons for releasing the song. “After praying about it—in studying scripture—one of the things that I think that all of us in the body of Christ need to notice is that the message has always been bigger than the messenger,” Sapp said at the time. “I think many of us miss that. When you study scripture, you will notice that when God decided to do something great, He chose a flawed individual.”

Black women have decried how Black pastors have used self-serving theological reasoning in supporting Kelly and the deleterious effects it has had on them, reporting sexual abuse and rape, especially by their male parishioners, deacons, and pastors. Studies have revealed that Black girls, women, and non-binary individuals confront higher domestic violence and rape incidences. Nearly 60% of Black girls are sexually abused before 18, and Black women are killed at a higher rate than other women.

It’s no surprise that R. Kelly’s album sales have been up by 517% since his guilty verdict. It’s a trend that follows controversy. However, it does beg the question: Are Kelly’s R&B and Black gospel followers the ones buying his music on the down-low since it’s now taboo to do so?

In a Religion News Service op-ed, Cheryl Townsend Gilkes posed a question about R. Kelly’s music in the church: “Will the Black church continue to sing ‘I Believe I Can Fly.’?” Gilkes, a native Cantabrigian, professor at Colby College, and assistant pastor for special projects at Union Baptist Church in Cambridge, states that “from its beginnings, gospel music has had a strained relationship with commercial interests and secular artists.”

“I Believe I Can Fly” first appeared on the soundtrack for the 1996 film Space Jam, and then in 1998 on Kelly’s album R. At the 1998 Grammys that year, Kelly performed the song backed by a gospel choir. Gilkes reminds readers “I Believe I Can Fly” resonates in the Black community because the trope “flight” has been a core theme in our culture since slavery to the present day; the trope is expressed in Black art, literature, and Black liberation theology as a form of resistance and inspiration. And it’s one of the reasons the song is sung ad nauseam at funerals, weddings, graduations, and churches.

Gilkes hopes the Black church won’t sing “I Believe I Can Fly.” I want the church to do more: stop being on the down-low about sexuality and sexual abuse, and develop an embodied theology. As a child of sexual abuse, R. Kelly needed help. The girls Kelly held captive and abused needed rescue from him.

The Black church missed the opportunity to help both.